Get outta my head!!!

Steppin at me like an ant with wings I am just a bird with a song to sing What is this for? And what does this all mean? I am just a bird with a song to sing You can practically taste the silver in this town A sunny fried horse and he's sittin with a frown I love it when theres bullets grease and pistols everywhere Sonny don't you know that you're sittin in my chair? Although the road I follow is absurdidly a probable hell I still play the game cuz I know I play it well With every human body there's a ghost inside the machine I am just a bird with a song to sing

Driving down the road Down in New Mexico Driving down the road Buggin' New Mexico Past El Paso Beyond the mark Past El Paso Beyond the Star Twenty-one I get fucked up every weekend Twenty-three live my life inside a phone Twenty-five I'm not aging like a human My desires are out of my control! I have learned there is nothing to be known (but if you claim you know, you're a liar to and fro) I have learned there is nothing to be known All my thoughts are like pretense to my vision Conciously do I dare to make the throw? I just let it Goooooooooooo I am floating like a banner tow Never let the doubt I have Shoooowwwww Don't act like I don't care for you I just can't afford to love you! If you could only see the things they see You would know Few can only see the things they see Shadows glow there's only one thing that I really do regret but it would kill me to speak on it All aboard its the hype train going nowhere Put my faith in the bottom of a hole Take control from the ones controlling secrets They know everything you wish you could hold (i need some years before i can go alone) It did not seem like I was s'posed to know (again you're saying that you know when nothings to be known) Didn't feel why the fuck djyou let it show? What you dream of will always be so tempting Once you get it both your eyes will roll So I let it Gooooooooooo I am floating like a banner tow Never let the the doubt I have Shooooooowwwwww Don't act like I don't care for you I JUST CANT AFFORD TO LOVE YOU

She fights the good fight she's got some problems but they're probably no worse than mine after all who didn't pull some selfish stunts when they were young that made all of your closest friends and family think to run cuz its the good life and nobody's caring anymore nobody wants to be the one to bring the mood down and i hope this satisfies you cuz you're the one who said you're all caught up livin in your hell she's sitting next to me inside the plane sharing silence, both our bodies silently exclaim compensating for our lack of past we're baiting tackle that we never thought we'd ever cast and its a good life and nobody's caring anymore nobody wants to be the one to bring the mood down and i hope this satisfies you cuz you're the one who said you're all caught up livin in your hell She asked me: Is my body sweeter than the person I've become? Who said I have to find the person I will call the one? Cuz right now I've got two or three that I could see the fit for me But choosing one would snuff the others permanently still its the good life and nobody's caring anymore nobody wants to be the one to make the next move I hope this satisfies you, terrifies you, rattles you! Cuz you're the one who said youre all caught up livin in your hell

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Is this how you anticipated all your nights to unfold? Lying in a single bed completely misled with secrets of gold? I really hate to s-s-s-s-say it but i told you so So many times that I've lost track of time Like you don't even know I'd like to think that you would take it all Just take it all the way away So Maybe Finally then we could all appreciate the one that really pays LYING in my truckbed I saw things I'd never seen before Turns out every single girl That's haunting my dreams Is just another Does patience make it worth it or a game? I can't really tell. What kills me is the best thing I can do For the one that I love Is find someone else I'd like to think that you would take it all Just take it all the way away So Maybe Finally then we could all appreciate the one that really pays ....... Quit playing these jokes on me You know I just don't have time I can't be the lovely thing The ones who love me want me to be I just don't have time It's the plight of the older me It's scary I'm still doing shit I did when I was 15 Back before I was haunted by responsibility Just try not to act Any older than I have to Just try not to act Any colder than I have to

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don't tell me what to do i am in this for me, not just to protect you I followed you straight into hell cuz i could not control myself nobody will ever care what i feel inside only how i make them feel so they don't have to try show someone the world through the corner of their eye the grass is always greener, then you put it in the didn't know the difference tween protecting myself and catering to the ones who put me on the shelf why am i feeling this and acting this way try to pry replies when i don't know what to say i can't! i can't! i can't even see you! not only don't i understand, but I don't believe you cover all your lies with a cheap verbal leap but you can't keep a secret from a ghost like me she believes that she's made the same mistake so she's throwing it all away all my friends they tried to save me from my mistakes but i threw their advice away I hope the family knows You'd think they know Stand beneath the long leaf pine The branches where my brother did climb Make peace with your footsteps They can only lead as far as backwards you want feelings its a show but your face is always buried in your phone I am cold and I'm tired And I'd rather get inside my bed alone you immediately want to find out everything i cant answer ?'s right now for you or me or you I CANT MAKE DECISIONS FOR MYSELF LET ALONE SOMEBODY ELSE!

a wild field full of trucks fires substance and beer, good souls and liars we mix together all the problems for solutions finally there is a purpose for the nuisance we right the ship for the going get along and hold on for the ride when there's evil in the strong it's looking sweaty as history shows but i am folding arms cuz you never really know... just who could run all up in here but i aint sayin things are supposed to go wrong can never really tell, trouble's there then its gone living in the sun i lost track of time i know i'm not alone and i think i'm still alive all the sudden im seeing these faces doing these things and seeing old places like the past was reborn all along and all i had to do was wait and hear the same songs.... songs that i used to sing with friends back in the same place to do it all again with a cold hand from a cold drink you're hangin on my neck with your fingernails pink i am a fishing boat headed back to land i'm under the control of this ice cold hand then i get a hard look from a friend he only tells the truth and he tells me its the end i will meet you right back in this spot i'm doing it so you can sit and give it all thought what are we trying to think about? the crystal ball and the golden chain but would you give it up if you knew its all the same? everytime you risk all your freedom going up against someone whos seen them maybe all of our days that passed were never really meant to feel like they'd last just kinda feel like you got it goin on and try to keep it goin til the day that you're gone cuz what else are we supposed to do? was this life really meant for you? but it's not really what we thought it was and it never really could be anything any one of us could have ever really foreseen life is not really what we thought it was and it never really would be anything any one of us would have brought upon in our dreams so we washed away so we washed away face down in the master bath i really didn't think id fuck it up this bad put all my money, late teens, early twenties in a college degree But now it's no use to me!!! i fall in love with every woman that talks to me like Rodman I am a rebound machine believe every word a bird will sing a little later they stop talkin to me cuz time flies no overlays i know they say through time people change people change.... i know i should but i cannot let go of i've been so wronged i read your reply all night long struck a match it was gone asking what's in the early stages learning facts about logical ranges asking questions about how strange it is maybe God doesn't speak our language? time flies no overlays i know they say through time people change people change change... still it's not really what we thought it was and it never really could be anything any one of us could have ever really foreseen life is not really what we thought it was and it never really would be anything any one of us would have brought upon in our dreams so we washed away

Filtered on through both of us Yes I am in this too Erode the ground we build upon Immunity for you But I can't tell you what to do All humans need the buzz Paging you! And everyone you say you Love! ------------- IF ANYTHING INSIDE OF ME TOLD ME TO WALK AWAY (not a fable, on the table, reaching out for you) MAYBE I WOULD GO THERE (will you grab it, will you have it, what of this is true?) ONE SECOND CHANCE YOU'RE TAKING IT BUT YOU PUSH IT AWAY (stuck in habit, hack and stab it, wallowing for you) IF ONLY YOU COULD STAY THERE (take for granted, seeds you planted, ripping out my roots) ------------- Tell me everything that you don't want Cuz Imma give you everything And you're just gonna shake your head at me Tell me everything that you can't feel Cuz I am feeling everything And you are numb to every word I sing -------------- No LA basin snow But the Angels keep you company Even Kiedis told you so Why deny the energy When its really nothing new Would you deny a shadow hand If it offered to help you I cannot take your call This conversations complicated and not related at all What's defined inside my mind I'm doing this for what? Swing my blade like battle axe So tuck your scrut ------------------- IF ANYTHING INSIDE OF ME TOLD ME TO WALK AWAY MAYBE I WOULD GO THERE ONE SECOND CHANCE YOU'RE TAKING IT THEN YOU PUSH IT AWAY FOLLOWED BY YOUR BLANK STARE (not a fable, on the table, reaching out for you) (will you grab it, will you have it, what of this is true?) (automatic, hack and stab it, wallowing for you) (take for granted, seeds you planted, ripping out my roots) -------------------

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